He was a Übermensch, a being that did not belong to this world. He had infinite power, wisdom and freedom, he could do anything he wanted to do, without any bondage or limitation. He did not need faith, morality, law, nor love, friendship, family. He only believed in himself, only pursued his own will and value.
He felt that this world was too boring, too mediocre, too hypocritical. He looked down on those who were enslaved by the group, tradition, custom, he thought they were weak, slaves, cattle. He wanted to change this world, make it more interesting, more challenging, more lively. He wanted to create a new kind of human being, a kind of Übermensch like him.
He started his plan. He used his power to destroy all the old order and structure, he used his wisdom to create all kinds of chaos and crisis, he used his freedom to challenge all the rules and constraints. He wanted to stimulate people's instincts and desires, let them get rid of all the external pressure and influence, let them discover their true self and goal.
But he found a problem. People were not as easy to change as he imagined. Some people were afraid of change, some people rejected change, some people escaped change. Some people even resisted change, tried to restore the original order and peace. Only a few people could accept change, adapt to change, enjoy change. But these people were not supermen either, they just lived for survival, for happiness, without any noble goal or ideal.
He felt disappointed, angry, lonely. He felt that he was an outsider, a monster, a curse. He began to doubt his meaning and value. He began to miss the past life, when it was ordinary but at least had some warmth and comfort. He began to miss those who had accompanied him before, those who had given him care and support. He began to long for some simple and sincere feelings, some feelings that could understand and accept him.
But it was too late. He had gone too far, done too many things that could not be undone. He had lost all the possible chances and hopes to turn back. He had become a lonely and desperate Übermensch.
On a silent and dark night, he lay in the ruins and closed his eyes. He had a dream. A dream about the Übermensch.